Daily up...Daily down!

Am I the only one who feels like I am on a roller coaster ride almost every day of my life? Yeah... I didn't think so! LOL!
Over the past 3 plus years, my wife Sadie and I have been trying to complete our family with a child. I have 2 awesome kids from my first marriage that Sadie has taken as her own. She is without a doubt one of the best step-moms ever. With that being said, my wife has felt incomplete in life because she wants to conceive a child of her own that is solely ours. About 3 years ago, after not being able to conceive a child, Sadie was diagnosed with PoliCystic Ovarian Syndrome. This illness is way more common in women than you would think. Due to the overuse of preservatives and hormones in our food, many women suffer with this. There are many side effects of PCOS, and not being capable of having a child is one.
We have been fighting PCOS for 3 years now. I've seen many people not understand or even take the time to care as to what my wife endures on a daily basis. Sometimes that is really hard to take. It's also very hard to watch my wife go through this on a daily basis.
Fast forward about 3 years... We went to a specialist several weeks ago who seemed to have all the answers to her infertility. The treatments were very costly due to our insurance (more on this topic later) will not cover these types of procedures. We knew going into it that we might only be able to afford one procedure. After waiting 2 weeks, we finally took the pregnancy test as the Doctor recommended.
Much to our dismay, the test came back negative. All that money, time, worry and dreams were literally thrown in the trash as we saw only one line instead of two. There has been alot of heartbreak in the days that have followed the test. However, I want everyone who reads this to know... This battle is far from over. We serve an amazing God! I know the Democratic Convention won't recognize him, but even through out trials we will bow our knees and continue to serve our Father. I am thankful that we have him to lean on in times like these, because I am not strong enough on my own. I know that God will bless us with the desires of our hearts soon...real soon!
If your get nothing from this blog other than i love my wife and a God, then thats cool. I hope someone is reading this and for the first time has decided that they need to also rely on God for extra strength in their lives as well.
God bless
Bill